EXANOREXIC

While my weight is in a healthy range for my height and not the 80lbs I was in highschool, I dont think I quite qualify as an exanorexic. I dont really know if someone who has struggled with an eating disorder ever really gets over it. This is my journey to continue to be LESS of an anorexic everyday.



Friday, May 14, 2010

Who's that looking back at me?!

Today around lunch time we made it to St Augustine safe and sound for my competition, Praise God!
After checking in the hotel, eating lunch I went to my 4o'clock tanning appt.
Let me jst say it was an experience!
The prep for it has been time consuming to say the least! I have had atleast 3 showers that were OVER 1 hour long, because to prep for tanning you have to shave your ENTIRE body from the neck down.
Thankfully I had some help to reach those hard to reach places like my backside!
Anyways! Back to my tanning experience today!
I walked in the room and the tanner told me to strip down so we could get started....ie.... get completely naked exccept for a shower cap! (Erin came in for moral support!)

There is NO modesty when it comes to this sport! Luckily the lady tanning me was super professional and made me feel as comfortable as possible. She also gave me a few tips for the show, that I will definitely keep in mind because she is a professional body building competitor!

After I got done getting sprayed I thought I looked dark, but as the night goes on I keep getting darker and darker! I honestly dont recognize myself! Other than craving something suuuuper yummy to eat, I am CRAVING a shower! Unfortunately I cant shower until AFTER the show tomorrow, so tonight will be an uncomfrotable/sticky nights rest!


*Yes this pic was taken in a CARB filled aisle of Target! You know Erin and I must visit a Target in every city we travel to! We went by my FAVE aisle (chips) to see what I will be pigging out on after the show tomorrow night! Mmhmm...I cant wait!

2 comments:

  1. If you weren't Baby BROWN-ie before, you sure are now! Wow! You look like you just came back from a cruise around the world. :)

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  2. looking so good! gah those abs! GOOD LUCK TOMORROW!!

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